Age Rating: 10 +
As I lay on the floor,
I just can't go on any more,
You look at me from far,
I've got a shell of perfection.
But inside is a shattered heart,
Weeping years of loss and regret,
There's thorns around me,
And I just keep falling into them...
Every cut a little deeper.
Love should of been made for strong people,
People that wouldn't hurt,
That knew love was a sacred vow...
An affection from deep down.
These words I use are for expressing;
My deepest pains,
But the reality can never compare,
I'm so confused.
Did I say something wrong,
Am I not what you want,
Can I be for you...
Can I be for anyone?
My insides are shattered,
Yet I can still smile knowing I have you,
Darien...oh and grandad too,
Your somewhere and you'll keep me safe.
I'm making no sense,
But this isn't for you,
This is to kick old habits and teach them a lesson,
I wont turn back.
I won't be darker than the darkest,
I won't fall for your traps,
I just want to know the truth...
Write it to me, tell it to me.
Whatever you must do....
I won't make anything of it;
Nothing will become of it....
Life will just carry on.
Now I'm feeling better the thorns are less,
only for explaining...my simple;
yet complicated thoughts,
Don't think much of it...
The mind's a complicated place.
So if you understand...
no me dejas asi, ayudame.